I’m still,, mostly here. I’m not doing good though, like, at all. My issues with suicidal ideation are back full force, my social circle has been dwindling, I’m so depressed that college is all I can really keep up with, I’ve been sick, and I apparently look so exhausted that one of my instructors happily excused me from missing a meeting with her.

I want to write, but all I really have energy for are the things that I’m really, really excited about. Which, unfortunately, hasn’t been requests. I’m kinda considering deleting everything out of the inbox and starting fresh, just in the hopes that new requests will make me actually write something… If I get in a mood for DL/request writing I’ll probably do more, but support, both for my other writing and in general, would be much appreciated.