Month: September 2018

Hey Mawlie, just saw your last post. Man, you’re a amazing person from what I can tell, and your writing is amazing!! I hate seeing people that I admire sad. Just came here to give you my support, if you ever wanna talk about it, PM me and I will be glad to help you.

Thank you ^^ I’ll definitely keep that in mind!

Also, speaking of PMs, to anyone that I haven’t responded to properly, I’m very sorry. I’ve had absolutely 0 energy for keeping up with other people, and I apologize if I made anyone feel ignored. 

Mawlie, are you okay? The last post was a while ago and it was pretty sad. I hope we didn’t accidentally upset you, and with you not feeling well lately on top of that. I know that things like depression and anxiety are very draining so I hope that you are doing okay. Here is a happy thought for you: you make a lot of people happen even if you haven’t meet them in person.

I’m,, honestly not super okay. As I said in my last post, things have not been going well for me. It’s not anyone’s fault; I’m just tired. Really, really tired. And thank you 🙂 I’m glad I can make people happy. 

I’m still,, mostly here. I’m not doing good though, like, at all. My issues with suicidal ideation are back full force, my social circle has been dwindling, I’m so depressed that college is all I can really keep up with, I’ve been sick, and I apparently look so exhausted that one of my instructors happily excused me from missing a meeting with her.

I want to write, but all I really have energy for are the things that I’m really, really excited about. Which, unfortunately, hasn’t been requests. I’m kinda considering deleting everything out of the inbox and starting fresh, just in the hopes that new requests will make me actually write something… If I get in a mood for DL/request writing I’ll probably do more, but support, both for my other writing and in general, would be much appreciated.

Higanbana Club

Tsumura Izumi

Katayanagi Yana

Yonai Tsuko

Ina Rie

Arita Suzumu

Hachirobei Yuuka

Eguchi Makoto

Hirano Amaya

Otsuka Kotori

arrancxr:

invertedphantasmagoria:

彼 岸 花//

Izumi, Yana, Tsuko

Rie, Suzumu, Yuuka

Makoto, Amaya, Kotori

I’m proud of this. Very, very proud. For reference, this is what my aesthetics for these characters looked like a year-ish ago. 

Ocs aren’t really on topic, but my best inspiration at the moment is these girls, so questions about them would be much appreciated! I could honestly use the distraction from my brain being awful…

I’m still,, mostly here. I’m not doing good though, like, at all. My issues with suicidal ideation are back full force, my social circle has been dwindling, I’m so depressed that college is all I can really keep up with, I’ve been sick, and I apparently look so exhausted that one of my instructors happily excused me from missing a meeting with her.

I want to write, but all I really have energy for are the things that I’m really, really excited about. Which, unfortunately, hasn’t been requests. I’m kinda considering deleting everything out of the inbox and starting fresh, just in the hopes that new requests will make me actually write something… If I get in a mood for DL/request writing I’ll probably do more, but support, both for my other writing and in general, would be much appreciated.

Torterra is my favorite Sinnoh starter! :D My top favorite Pokemon has to be the Eevee evolutionary line though. I love them! What’s your favorite Legendary/Mythical??? My favorite Legendary is Giratina and my favorite Mythical is Darkrai :)

Torterra is PRECIOUS and I love every one of them! If I’m remembering the distinction right, either Giratina or Regigigas is my favorite legendary, and Shaymin is my favorite mythical!

Also, Mawile, Sky Form Shaymin, and Salandit/Salazzle are very much me

Okay~!! Two questions, and I hope it’s okay to ask the first: have you taken your meds today? And second: ,,,,, is it possible to request something really sweet and fluffy with Shuu? Though, it may be out of character, so I don’t want to make you do that if you don’t want 😅

For your first question, I take them before I go to bed, so it’s not time yet. I shall definitely try to remember though!

For the second question,  my brain is not in the mood to make the words happen, but I will make an attempt! Could you be a little more specific with what you want? I’m having trouble thinking of what topic to use -w-