Admin Mawile: This is the Azusa one!!! The one for Reiji is up next~ Thank you so much for the request!! 😀

“Please… I’ve been good… so, please…” On his knees, Azusa nuzzled at your hand, murmuring soft words against the skin.

You pointedly refused to look at him, staring straight at your laptop.

At first, you would have thought this would be cruel. Azusa was always so desperate for attention; denying him felt like one of the worst things you could do. You’d figured out by now that having to beg for your attention made it all the sweeter for him when he finally got what he wanted.

Refusing to hurt him affected him almost as much. Making Azusa beg for every bit of affection you gave him in a scene got him more worked up than anything else you’d tried. His desperation was downright cute.

Pressing little kisses against your fingers, Azusa’s pretty eyes slid shut. He looked beyond needy, cheeks flushed a lovely shade of pink.

“Please…” he whimpered again, as if asking again would help him any. Instead of giving him any attention, you yanked your hand away, ignoring the way Azusa scrabbled after it with shaking fingers.

A soft whine left his lips, and he leaned forward, half into your lap.

The hard floor had to be hurting his skinny knees. You knew he liked the pain, but he always looked so fragile. You didn’t like seeing Azusa hurt.

Glancing towards him for just a second, you took in the desperate look in his eyes, something so attached, so vulnerable that it almost hurts to see. A little smile twitched at his lips as soon as you met his eyes, some soft whisper of hope shining through. He thinks the wait is finally over.

You were intending to turn away again, but with him looking at you like that, you can’t imagine anyone who could manage to do it.

“Alright. Are you going to be good now?” you ask, setting your laptop aside and facing Azusa. That needy, devoted look falls over his face, the same always when he’s deep in the mindset of being yours.

“Yes… for you…” His speech is slower than usual, Azusa struggling to make the words come out while he’s so flustered.

“Hmmm… I don’t know if I believe you,” you say, tone teasing, and Azusa’s expression takes on an even more desperate look. He scoots forward, not caring how undignified he looks, and wraps his arms around your waist, burying his face in your stomach before you can stop him.

“I need you…” he mumbles, nuzzling at you softly. “I’ll do… anything…” The picture he makes is beyond precious, and you couldn’t bring yourself to go back to ignoring him even if you wanted to.

You run a hand through Azusa’s hair, caressing the soft strands.

“Okay, okay, you’ve earned it.” You let praise seep through into your tone. There’s no need to pretend to be cold, not now.

The noise Azusa makes can only be described as a whimper, skinny arms tightening around your midsection. You lean down, press a kiss onto the top of his head. He squeezes you like he’s afraid you’re going to pull away at any second, delighted that he’s finally getting attention.

You ease yourself down onto the floor and let him curl into your lap, pliant and needy and loving. This is exactly what he needs from you.

arrancxr:

So… I had a friend of over three years betray me this week. I’m not in the best mood now. Σ（￣□￣；）I’m going to bed pretty soon here, but it’d be very helpful to wake up to some nice things in the ask… Headcanons, cute things to picture, Munday stuff, whatever. I hate to bug y’all with this kind of thing, but well, you get more writing out of me when I’m not all sad.

arrancxr:

So… I had a friend of over three years betray me this week. I’m not in the best mood now. Σ（￣□￣；）I’m going to bed pretty soon here, but it’d be very helpful to wake up to some nice things in the ask… Headcanons, cute things to picture, Munday stuff, whatever. I hate to bug y’all with this kind of thing, but well, you get more writing out of me when I’m not all sad.

human au boys realize they are sexually attracted to the vampire and their reactions?

Admin Mawile: (灬ºωº灬)

Shuu:

-He realizes that he’s having feelings for you pretty quickly, but denies it for as long as possible. He doesn’t want to deal with the complications of sexual interest in his tormentor, and keeps his feelings to himself for quite a while.

Reiji:

-The moment comes when you tie his hands above his head and make him almost cry, and from there, he’s so humiliated by his own feelings that he can barely take it. He tries to hide them, but does a terrible job of it.

Ayato:

-He’s a young man with a high sex drive, and well, he falls for you in that way pretty quickly. He doesn’t exactly like having feelings for someone like you, but he has so little self-control that there’s not much he can do about it.

Kanato:

-He’s always been the type to use sex to control others, and for him, those feelings go hand in hand with not wanting you to leave him. He’ll be open about his interest in you, hoping to tie you down with physical love.

Laito:

-He’s been openly sexually interested in you from the very beginning. He willingly admits to getting hot when you torture him, and it’s only the emotional side of things that cause any problems for someone like him.

Subaru:

-The first time he realizes he feels that way for you is when you overpower him with ease and pin him for a surprisingly gentle kiss. He’s beyond embarrassed that he feels that way for a vampire, and tries desperately to deny it.

Ruki:

-He’s downright horrified with himself that he’s developed sexual feelings for you, and does everything possible to ignore them. There’s no way he can feel that way towards the monster that tortures him for amusement.

Kou:

-Those feelings come pretty quickly after you start overpowering him with ease, and, as long as everything makes sense to his way of the world, they don’t bother him too much. He’s still whiny about being picked on, though.

Yuuma:

-For him, the moment comes when you kiss him after a bite, blood on both of your lips. It’s pretty weird that that would get to him, but it’s not like there’s any harm in those feelings, right? He doesn’t let himself care too much.

Azusa:

-He’s at least sort of sexually interested in you from the first time you hurt him, and he has no subtlety about it. However, pain and affection are crossed wires for him, and he doesn’t exactly differentiate the two.

Carla:

-It takes him a long time to start to feel that way for you, and when he does, it’s possibly the most shameful thing he’s ever experienced. He refuses to acknowledge any of it, and buries those feelings as deeply as possible.

Shin:

-He couldn’t be more furious that you’ve made him care in that way too, and gets even more aggressive after the fact in an attempt to hide it. Unfortunately, he’s not exactly good at self control, and you figure things out quickly.

lionheartanotheraccount:

@dixbolik-lovers Here’s the Etienne art! I hope you like it since this is probably my first art that a character face is completed (I just drew the face and hair and that’s it. No eyes, lips, anything) so I’m pretty proud of it.

I’ve submitted this like three times now but still nothing so might as well post it here.

Admin Mawile: It looks amazing!!!! Thank you so much!!! 😀 The eyes are really pretty, and his hair looks exactly like the manga~

Also, your submission went through just fine. I’ve been super super busy, and haven’t had the time/energy to manage everything in my inbox. To anyone else that a similar thing happens to; please have patience. I’m kinda slow, but I’ll get to things eventually!! >3>

So in the Sub AU fic, how would the reader go about dealing with Reiji when he takes an interest in them? Would it be similar to in Laito’s route, where the reader just ignores him and/or hopes he gets bored? Or would they take a more active interest and actually try to have a conversation with him now and again?

Admin Mawile: Unlike Laito, who tends to enjoy when his prey is a little feisty, Reader has to tread much more carefully with Reiji. Since he’s so set on always having control, not to mention tends to take a violent/manipulative approach to those who don’t accept that, Reader has to play along at least enough to avoid getting herself in serious trouble.

What I imagine will happen is that Reader is polite and compliant enough to keep Reiji from getting too nasty, but still has her moments of standing up to him in a way that totally throws him off guard.

Eventually, though, as Reader and Reiji develop a more pleasant relationship, he’s definitely the sort that she can have a decent conversation with. It’ll take a while before Reiji can deal with having a human that he can’t push around so easily, but in the end, it won’t be too bad a relationship.

Hi !! Actually i just wanted to ask something more than a request. Carla is my favorite and i want to know more about him. I think best way for it is playing the Dark Fate but i couldn’t find any English translations about him. Every of them is incomplete. So can you help me for finding the translations ?

Admin Mawile: I’m not the best person to ask about this, unfortunately. I haven’t paid a lot of attention to translations in a long while (mostly because I’m a “canon is merely a suggestion” type of writer), so I don’t really remember. I’d say read what you can, and keep your eye out for the rest. Finding what information I could little by little is how I learned about the boys! o3o

(Also, GOOD TASTE, ANON!!! Carla is excellent! :D)

man, I REALLY wish I could give you money for your amazing writing, but I don’t have money or a paypal;; is it okay for me to just read? or is there anything else I can do?

Admin Mawile: Yeah!! Of course it’s okay for you to just read!! The Ko-Fi thing is really just because this fic is becoming a monstrosity, and I have absolutely no problems with people who just want to read it. The best other thing you can do though is leave comments!!! I have every chapter posted on Ao3, and either commenting there or sending me a nice message about it does a lot for keeping me motivated!! 😀

control, slipping through your fingers: first scene

dixbolik-lovers:

Admin Mawile: And the first chapter of Reiji’s route is done!! It took me a little while cause I’ve been super busy with preparing to move, so hopefully it’s worth the wait!

To anyone who doesn’t already know, this fic takes place in my Sub Au, more information for which can be found on this blog. There’s going to be a route for each boy, and each route will be divided up into ten chapters.The chapters that I work on will be decided by a periodic Ko-Fi vote, which will also be done through this blog. (●⌒∇⌒●)

The warnings for this chapter include minor blood and violence, forced drugging, psychological abuse, and general DL stuff. Read carefully if any of this bothers you.

Questions and comments will always be appreciated, and thank you so much for reading! ❤ (∩´∀`)∩

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How would the boys deal with someone they’re attached having anger issues, that whenever they’re upset at them they try throwing hands or things. Like Subaru kinda

Admin Mawile: ┐(ﾟ～ﾟ)┌ The instinct here is basically “bonded person isn’t happy, they’re going to leave”, sooo, it’s a lil stressful for the boys to be stuck in that mentality whenever you get too upset. Also, being bonded to someone makes the vampire significantly “weaker”, because they can no longer hurt the person without having a big instinctive alarm bell going off.

Shuu: He really just wishes you’d relax a bit. Dealing with your temper is a pain, especially with the instinctive spike of worry whenever you get too angry.

Reiji: It very obviously stresses him out that you’re so violent, and while he tries to act like he’s just frustrated, he sometimes seems almost nervous about it.

Ayato: Despite trying to act like he doesn’t care, he starts acting a little uneasy whenever you get violent, almost like he’s afraid it’ll turn on him.

Kanato: He bursts into tears whenever you start getting angry, screaming at you to quit being so scary. The irony is completely lost on him.

Laito: He tries to play along and act like your temper only arouses him, but there’s something distinctly nervous lurking under the surface of his act.

Subaru: For all he does the same, your anger issues make him actively uncomfortable. It feels way too much like what he’s dealt with before.

Ruki: For a while, he’ll try to be strict and get you to stop acting like that, but the instinctive uneasiness makes it hard to face your temper for long.

Kou: Going off of what he thinks would work, he more or less tries to bribe you into calming down and not lashing out so much… to very little success.

Yuuma: He’s better at dealing with it than most, but swallowing the impulse that you’re going to get sick of him if he makes you upset isn’t easy.

Azusa: He would have thought that he would have enjoyed your vicious temper, but instead, all he feels is a deep sense of worry and dread.

Carla: Cold as always, he’ll try to just order you to stop… and get pretty angry himself when all that does is make him feel worse about the situation.

Shin: He acts tough about the situation for as long as he can, but eventually will snap and yell at you to quit bothering him so much.