Admin Mawile: I VERY MUCH WOULD BE… but I don’t have 15 requests ready right now D: The queue is at about 10, and I kind of need to keep them there because I’m not going to have time to work on requests for a lil bit.
I’m currently REALLY busy cause it’s only a couple weeks until I move and start college, my stupid brain is stuck in a hyperfocus, and my writing time needs to go towards the Sub Au fic, cause that’s what’s been paid for. Now I super want to see the Etienne art though… Σ(ＴωＴ)
Admin Mawile: (๑´•ω • `๑) I can imagine loving aftercare being particularly hard for the boys to deal with… They’re not used to gentleness, especially not when it comes from someone who actually cares. For this Au, I can see an early aftercare situation being something of a breaking point for them.
Shuu:
-He’s very dismissive of the care, claiming that he doesn’t need to be doted on after something so minor. The reality is, he’s feeling a lot more vulnerable than he’s used to, and the idea of actually letting you comfort and coddle him sounds almost dangerous. He doesn’t want to let any real feelings show, and being treated so kindly while he’s weak is just too much of a risk.
Reiji:
-Considering that one of the few times his mother showed him any affection was after a punishment, you might wind up dragging up some very painful memories. He’s not used to being treated gently, and if he doesn’t see the attempt at aftercare as some kind of insult or hit to his pride, it’s going to leave him feeling more fragile than he has since he was a child.
Ayato:
-He’s more than a little shaken up from the session, and practically melts into the attention before he gains the presence of mind to stop himself. He’ll get defensive when he realizes what he’s doing, but for just a moment, you can see how badly he needs the gentleness. It’s one of the more vulnerable moments you’ve seen him in, even if his ego does interrupt it in the end.
Kanato:
-Chances are, he’s close to tears already, and gentleness so quickly after something rough will leave him shaking. He doesn’t know how to process positive attention, honestly, and when he’s already left raw and unstable, practically flayed open by a mix of affection and pain, it’s not hard at all to get him to break down. He’ll cling to you like a child, unwilling to let go.
Laito:
-What you do is easy for him as long as it’s just sex. But when emotions start being pulled into the mix, especially soft, vulnerable things like you seem to be trying to drag out of him, it ceases to be something he can deal with. You’re dangerously likely to put a crack in his carefully constructed facade, something open and painful that he doesn’t want to have to deal with.
Subaru:
-You treat him so gently he can hardly stand it. So convinced that he’s filthy, genuine affection is like salt in a wound, and you’re all too likely to draw a violent reaction by being too kind. However, there’s also a chance that you’ll hit something fragile, forcing him into a moment of openness that he’d never allow if he wasn’t still half out of his mind from your session earlier.
Ruki:
-He gets almost angry when you try to take care of him, unwilling to be any weaker than he’s already been. It feels downright pathetic to let you dote on him now, after he’s already allowed you so much control. Your kindness makes him feel cut open, and he can’t stand letting himself be any more vulnerable in front of you than you’ve already seen him be.
Kou:
-The whole premise of a rough session has him on shaky ground, and even though he enjoys it, the aftereffects can be a nightmare to deal with. Depending on how bad it gets, he’ll either panic and push you away, afraid to let you see him at his weakest, or break down completely and turn weirdly affectionate. After he calms down, though, he’ll deny all of it.
Yuuma:
-He doesn’t like feeling fragile, and being doted on comes a little too close for comfort. It’s one thing when you’re roughing him up and making him thank you for it, and trusting you enough to let you put him back together is entirely another. He’s visibly on edge through the aftercare, and is likely to get up and storm out, unable to take being treated so kindly for long.
Azusa:
-He’s never been treated as gently as what you consider aftercare, and every nice thing you do is basically guaranteeing that he’ll never let you go. He already interprets pain as love, and a rough session combined with loving tenderness is the fastest way to making him fall for you almost dangerously quick. He’ll wind up looking at you with borderline worship in his eyes.
Carla:
-The very concept of being coddled bristles his ego in all the wrong ways, especially when the rough session already has him feeling sickeningly fragile. Your attempts to take care of him hit something downright raw, and even though, rationally, he knows that he has to go easy on his failing body, be can barely take you being so soft with him when it’s not absolutely necessary.
Shin:
-He doesn’t take well to being doted on, and while he’s already feeling vulnerable, he’s all too likely to take it as an insult. He’ll snap at you and lash out, but it’s pretty obvious that he just plain doesn’t know how to handle proper aftercare… or really, anything so gentle. It’s hard for him to trust you enough to let his ego slip even a little, even after you’ve already seen him so low.
Admin Mawile: Unfortunately, school and life stuff have been making it pretty much impossible for her to be active here. I have no idea if/when she’ll be back, or if she’ll ever want to continue writing here. We haven’t been in contact much for a while now…
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Shuu:
-He doesn’t really distinguish between romantic interest and prey, mostly because he’s not going to open up enough to get there. Thus, he treats the new interest like nothing more than another human to torment.
Reiji:
-While his standards are dangerously high, he’s more than capable of playing the gentleman. You’ll likely never be the wiser when it comes to his more sinister intentions… at least not until it’s much too late.
Ayato:
-When he falls for someone, it’s hard and fast, and it doesn’t take long for him to be interested in you to an almost unhealthy degree. He’ll become dangerously possessive and controlling, and can easily turn violent.
Kanato:
-He’s plenty used to picking out prey that he takes an interest in, and honestly, you’re probably going to wind up as a doll. He doesn’t handle feelings well, and gets love mixed up with possession very, very easily.
Laito:
-Considering his history, finding someone new that he “loves” is not uncommon in the slightest. He’ll romance you for as long as it’s fun, but the more feelings get involved, the more danger you’ll be in from him.
Subaru:
-He doesn’t like to reach out to other people, and even when he develops feelings for you, it’s easier for him just to ignore it. Since he has it in his head that he’s filthy, it’s not exactly easy for him to open up to loving someone.
Ruki:
-He’s not the sort to fall in love easily, and for a while, his feelings will be expressed through nothing more than casual affection. Of course, his cruel side will show up eventually, but you’ll be none the wiser until then.
Kou:
-It’s pretty common for him to take an interest in humans, and considering his popularity, it’s usually not hard for him to get what he wants. He’ll flirt and play nice for as long as it entertains him, but it’s not too likely to last.
Yuuma:
-He’s definitely the sort to try to take what he wants, and once he’s interested in you, you don’t have much of a choice in the matter. He can be violent when he doesn’t get his way, so it’s unwise to refuse him.
Azusa:
-When he gets a crush on someone, he’ll follow them around like a lost puppy, pestering them and probably coming off as more than a little weird. His intentions are good, yes, but he doesn’t really know how to behave.
Carla:
-It’s practically a point of shame that he could have feelings for a human, and is unlikely to act on anything, unless he deems you a suitable partner. His main concern is if you’re good enough to be associated with him.
Shin:
-He’s pushy and demanding, and will outright insist that you be his and his alone. He refuses to acknowledge that anyone could say no to him, and will react very violently if you try to resist his advances.
Admin Mawile: (*ﾟ∀ﾟ*)
-The vampire on the floor is too small, too skinny, all big blue eyes and matted hair. He looks up at you like he thinks you’re going to kill him.
You have the sickening feeling he has reason to think that.
When you kneel down in front of him, the vampire squeaks and shakes, looking like he wishes he could scramble away. His eyes are impossibly wide, and he looks even smaller and more thin, fragile up close.
“I’m buying this one,” you say, and there’s no room for argument.
The vampire looks up at you with panic in his eyes, as if he’s expecting you to hurt him at any second.
Instead, you keep your distance, smiling gently and trying not to spook him any more. He’s shaking already, and you don’t want to do anything to make the situation any worse for the poor thing.
You’re going to help.
Admin Mawile: I need to write today, but I keep getting distracted… Anyone want to send questions for the Sub Au fic to keep me on track? ( ◞･౪･) I’m working on a chapter for Reiji’s route today~
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-Reiji has far too much pride to cry in front of you willingly… unless he’s intoxicated in some way. He’s a lot more vulnerable when he’s drunk (and that tends to make him weepy anyway), but drugging him on one of his own concoctions is also a good way to get him in an unstable enough state of mind. He’ll grow slowly more flustered and unstable as the drug kicks in, going red little by little and losing more and more of his precious composure.
-Now, say you’ve dosed him with one of his own aphrodisiacs, toyed with him until he’s on the very edge, so desperate he’s close to begging anyway, then pulled away and removed all contact, letting him drop hard from the sudden lack of attention. If the shock alone doesn’t bring something like tears to his eyes, refusing to do anything to help him will probably accomplish it.
-As he gets more and more desperate, he’ll start to fall apart, pride failing him as all he can think about is your hands on his skin. He’s attention starved, deep down, and giving him so much at once then pulling away is a good way of leaving him shaking. The more out of it he is, the more he’ll beg, tears coming to his eyes little by little as you refuse to do anything to ease his suffering. Leave him alone long enough, and he’ll be in tears, practically pleading for any scrap of attention you’d be willing to spare him.
Admin Mawile: (ノ*゜▽゜*)
Shuu:
-It’s honestly hard to make him do much of anything. It takes a good while for him to open up to you enough to really enjoy anything you do to him, but once you’ve gotten through the layers of defenses, there’s definitely a Do-M side down there. He’s just painfully unwilling to express any of it.
Reiji:
-While he protests horribly at the very suggestion that he could like being tormented, he winds up enjoying it before long. He has a long history of more deviant sexual interests, and while he’s only ever pictured himself on top, he’s mentally fragile enough that a bit of attention goes a long way.
Ayato:
-His ego poses a bit of a problem, but he doesn’t hold out for long. Inside, he’s nowhere near as confident as he acts, and the combination of being hurt and tortured mixed with being treated like he’s yours cuts straight to the most vulnerable parts of his mentality, and easily changes things.
Kanato:
-He doesn’t like being hurt, but he does like being paid attention to. It’s not long before those two things become very nearly one and the same. He’ll cry and whine and carry on when you hurt him, but the more you blend pain with affection, the more quickly he’ll be as sweet and tame as a little pet.
Laito:
-While a good portion of it is faked, he’s also very open about enjoying what you do to him. He’s always been a bit of a masochist, and although you’re a little beyond what he’s used to, it’s not hard to change his tune. He does pretend to enjoy things in order to please you, though.
Subaru:
-He’s as prickly and standoffish as it gets, but he’s also painfully easy to fluster, and very, very sensitive. He’ll be embarrassed about liking what you do to him for ages, but his true feelings are revealed before long, and honestly, he’s pretty terrible at hiding anything once it starts to bother him.
Ruki:
-Between his ego and dominant personality, breaking into his masochistic side is no easy matter. He’s so used to being in charge that submission just plain feels wrong, and you’ll have to crack through layers and layers of pride to get to the parts of him that actually enjoy being pushed around by you.
Kou:
-His past makes him more than a little terrified of being hurt, but the more you bite him… the more he starts to realize that he likes it. He’s a Do-M deep on the inside, and it’s just a matter of getting past his trauma enough to make him realize that he doesn’t mind being hurt by you and only you.
Yuuma:
-He’s got enough of a sense of pride to be tricky, and doesn’t really learn to quit lashing out at you until you beat him into submission. He’ll always be kind of rough and prideful, but once he finally admits that he doesn’t mind being hurt by you, he manages to be pretty open about it all.
Azusa:
-He is ready and willing to accept anything that you want to do to him. He loves pain, he loves attention, he’s just plain delighted that you care about him enough to hurt him and treat him like he’s yours. He’s a Do-M from the very start, and openly welcomes your particular brand of cruelty.
Carla:
-You’re going to have to be persistent. He’s as arrogant as he gets, and it’s practically embedded into his personality that he has to be in charge at all times. He’ll break eventually, but it’s a long, difficult road of navigating both emotional issues and the pride he’s cultivated for a lifetime.
Shin:
-He fights and protests and gets himself into more trouble with you for long after what any sane person would do. He has an absolutely massive ego, and that alone makes it so he won’t give up until you’ve forced the fight out of him. When he breaks, he breaks hard, though, it just takes quite a while.
Admin Mawile: I do!! The url is @gxlraempire
Admin Mawile: On the same note, now that I know I need to be working on Reiji, Shin, and Subaru’s routes… I have to plan them (●´ω｀●)ゞ
If anyone wants to send in ideas/questions for them, it would be much appreciated!! I’m super looking forward to writing them all, and I can’t wait to get their routes all plotted out~
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