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Heyy um I have a question… Why did diaboliktheories delete her blog?

Admin Mawile: I think that was a bit before I got real involved in the fandom, so… I’m not sure. If I had to guess, I’d say it might have been the usual stuff (art theft, drama, everything else). I love this fandom dearly, but it does kind of have a history of chasing people away… Or, they might just have decided that they were done. I don’t remember any specifics, so it could have been anything.

Would it be alright if I drew something for the latest Laito chapter?

Admin Mawile: (´∩｡• ᵕ •｡∩`) ♡ I would cry. 

…In a good way. A very good way. Fanart is pretty much any creator’s dream, so if you want to draw something for me, please please do!!! I will be thankful and delighted, and probably yell a little. To anyone who wants to draw/write/make whatever fan works of my stuff, please feel free!!

Route Ideas #3: Kou is another tricky one, let’s see… he starts with his initial cutesy act, but the Reader senses something going on below the surface, and doesn’t quite respond or accept any favours in a manner which adequately allows him to use the “I did this for you, so now you have to do this’ card. This frustrates him to no end, but he sees it as a challenge, and keeps trying to get closer to the Reader, ultimately beginning to feel the first stirrings of genuine feelings. (1/3)

(2/3) Then, when Kou challenges the Reader (by boxing her in somewhere or just generally getting up in her personal space), and the Reader challenges him right back (by getting up in his face, or pushing him back with a certain look in her eye) these feelings are sent into overdrive as he’s suddenly flustered for reasons he can’t explain, and leaves almost immediately.

(3/3) He then goes out of his way to avoid her while he’s thinking over these new feelings, until either the Reader seeks him out or he cracks and goes to her instead. What happens then is up to you!

Admin Mawile: （。＞ω＜）。Oooh, I like a lot of this!! Kou is definitely going to start out playing cute, and I imagine that when reader catches on that he’s faking, she takes absolutely none of it. I like that you mentioned his “give and take” ideal, as that’s something that I’m going to have to work with. I think that the main challenge of Kou’s route is going to be navigating the depths of his trauma, and figuring out a way for reader to actually get through to him…

Route Ideas: Ruki’s a tricky one… Perhaps, much like in the games, he tries to make himself out to be nicer and better in order to one up Sakamakis, but over time, much like with Reiji, his pride demands he make her submissive to him, and he attempts to do so. The Reader, having already guessed his intentions about the Sakamakis due to the distasteful way he speaks of them, and the prideful nature of vampires, is aware of both his act and true intentions, and it becomes a little game (1/2)

(2/2) Then, it builds up to the Reader finally daring to fight back, just a little in order to one up him in their game, and Ruki isn’t quite sure how to take it. All he knows is that he’s feeling hot and something in him tells him not to fight it. The Reader, seeing the opportunity to take advantage of his flustered state, then does something (idk what) and it hits Ruki that it felt good… that’s all I can come up with, sorry!

Admin Mawile: Σ(*ﾉ´>ω<｡`)ﾉ Again, thank you so much for the ideas!! I like the “tries to seem nicer than the Sakamaki” part, and I’ll probably be using that. I can picture a lot of what you’re suggesting here, and the ideas are definitely going to be kept in mind when I get to plotting Ruki’s route!

Maybe Reiji’s route could start with him trying to subdue the Reader into obedience, to which the Reader brushes off with enough tact to avoid ‘punishment’, making Reiji more and more dedicated to turning her submissive to (if only to salvage his pride), only for a potion he concocted to accidentally cause the reader’s sadistic side to surface full force, and Reiji can’t figure out why some big part of him refuses to stop her (1/2)

(2/2) so after the incident (idk whether it’s nsfw or sfw), the Reader has no recollection of the event, much to Reiji’s relief, and things carry on relatively normally. Only problem is, now Reiji can’t stop thinking about the Reader dominating him, and he becomes a total recluse, struggling with his pride and this new, strong desire to have it happen again. The Reader, concerned by this, checks on him. Idk it’s a super vague idea

Admin Mawile: ♡✧( ु•⌄• ) Thank you so much for the idea anon!!! It’s super lovely, and I’ll definitely be considering it when I plot out Reiji’s route! I like the idea of incorporating his potions, as that definitely makes some room for slightly… odd… things to happen, and the idea of him being determined to break reader’s will is very, very accurate!! 

Admin Mawile: (*ﾟｰﾟ)ゞSo, in a more coherent explanation of what I posted earlier but deleted, the Sub Au fic is an absolute monstrosity. 

I ran the calculations. If I do a route for every boy, at 10 chapters per route and a minimum of 5,000 words per chapter, this mess is going to be 600,000 words. At the very least. For comparison, every fic I have on Ao3 at the moment adds up to under a third of that. That’s between 6-12 average sized novels worth of content. 

And, if I write at my usual pace of 2000 words a day, every day with no breaks, and only working on this fic, it’ll take me 300 days to finish. Again, that’s a minimum estimate. 

Point is, this isn’t a fanfic anymore, this is a job. I’ll be spending days and weeks and more of my time writing this, and that’s if I don’t work on anything else. I want to do it. I really do. It will be massively fun to write, and I love making nice things for ya’ll, but I think I might have to charge something for this one, if only because of the sheer amount of time and effort it will take. 

I don’t know what I’m going to do yet, but expect something once I figure it out. I want to keep posting and making the fic accessible to anyone, and I’m definitely open to suggestions on what I should do. 

Updates to come as I figure things out. 

Again, thank you all so much for your support thus far ❤