I read something about Karlheinz‘ voice sounding dried up and dusty (lol) yesterday and now I’m wondering what you think of the voice actors in the game? Any voice in particular you like or dislike?

Admin Mawile: Well I mean obviously I love Carla’s voice. (●>ω<)

Other than that, though, I’m at least okay with everyone else’s voices. Some of them are a bit… odd, cause I know the voice from another anime. For example, Shuu’s voice actor is the same as Szayel from Bleach, if I remember right, and that is really funny to listen to. 

What probably has the biggest impact on what I think is the colors of their voices. I have sound->color synesthesia, and the ones with really distinct colors can be an experience to listen to. Like, Kou’s voice is a straw yellow kind of color, which isn’t all that pretty, and kind of ruins the impression of him being an idol for me because his voice looks so bland. 

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sorry if you can’t read it. )
Lol I love reading @dixbolik-lovers head canons and stories and there is one wear Ruki is wearing a muzzle and I loved it. I enjoy the human au do much due to the fact that the reader/Yui is getting revenge for all the abuse they were put through.

Reader: “Now I want you to thank me for making it easier for you to be good.”
Ruki: “mmnh hmm”.

Admin Mawile: THIS IS TOO GOOD!!!! (✧∇✧)╯I love this, it’s perfect, and seeing my fic in art form is glorious. Ruki’s expression here is perfect, the muzzle is beautifully detailed, and the bite marks are a fantastic touch! Thank you so much for drawing this beautiful work!!!

So I read a different post about Yui being the dominant one instead of the boys and idk I just thought it seemed super interesting. Like, I like the idea of Yui teaching the boys that submission isn’t all bad… Is there any chance we may get an AU out of that idea? :D

Admin Mawile: Yeah! I’d love to! (*・U・)ノ☆ An Au like that would be super fun!! Would anyone else be interested? The ides thus far is an Au where the boys are still vampires and reader is still a human, but the boys are Do-M instead of Do-S~

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Prompt: Muzzled

Character(s): Human Au!Ruki, Reader

Warnings: Implied abuse, implied violence, general nastiness

An ego could be a dangerous, dangerous thing.

Ruki had some level of pride. He was a successful, intelligent young man, and that aline gave him reason to be confident in himself.

Unfortunately, that all meant nothing to a vampire.

You pushed him around as easily as if he was nothing, mocked him relentlessly, picked apart every weakness you found, and treated him like he was little more than a piece of prey. It was infuriating, and with everything you did to him, Ruki hated it more and more.

His mouth seemed to have little sense of self-preservation, though, and he’d snapped something along those lines at you, bitter and angry.

“Oh? So the human thinks he can talk back?” You’d smiled, voice going soft in that way that meant he was about to hurt, and Ruki had realized abruptly that he had made a mistake beyond measure.

The mansion’s dark, musty smell hung around you, old wood and dust. Ruki’s mouth had gone dry with your words, and in the tense moment that followed, he licked his lips nervously, fighting the urge to step back. He wasn’t stupid. He knew you’d be able to catch him in a second.

So Ruki had two options.

He could stand up for himself and refuse to back down, preserve some dignity, but probably get hurt for it. He could apologize, plead for forgiveness, and spare himself at the cost of his self worth.

Neither one sounded good, and Ruki had the sinking feeling that he’d just brought on something far out of his realm of control.

“I was stating a fact,” he said at last, “not trying to offend you.” Oh, how he hoped you’d miss the way he voice was starting to shake.

“How brave,” you cooed, smiling and baring your fangs.

(Ruki did everything possible to ignore how that smirk made his stomach go hot, his skin break out in a soft shiver.)

It only took an instant, and you were beside him, cold hand brushing against his cheek with a gentle caress. “You have quite the mouth on you, human. I think it’ll be necessary to make sure this doesn’t happen again.”

His stomach sunk, chest going frigid. Whatever that meant, Ruki already had a good feeling that he didn’t want to find out. Would you cut out his tongue? Would you sew his mouth shut so he could never speak again? It seemed like something out of a horror novel, but it was all too real.

“You’re so pretty when you’re afraid.”

Gently, you kissed his cheek.

You vanished out of sight for an instant, reappearing just as quickly, and Ruki noted with a growing sense of horror that you were holding something, metal and leather in your hands.

When you reached towards him, Ruki had to fight not to panic and pull away. He was still painfully certain you were about to hurt him.

(Shameful. Pathetic. He was cowering like a frightened child, and you’d barely done a thing to him yet. He should be so much stronger than this.)

His heart beating triple time in his chest, you told him with a cold voice to close his eyes. Ruki obeyed, hesitantly, hands shaking by his side, instinctively bracing himself for something that was about to hurt.

But instead, soft leather and cool metal closed in around his face. Something was pressed in between his teeth, just forcefully enough that he knew there was no way for him to resist. Straps were fastened around his chin and the back of his head, catching in his hair with little stings.

Ruki opened his eyes, saw dark metal around his jaw, and felt something like humiliated panic surge in his chest.

It was a muzzle.

Desperate protests came out as pathetic, muffled noises. Drool dripped down his chin as he tried to struggle against the bit lodged in his mouth. A horrified little sound escaped him in a moment of pure terror.

You’d muzzled him like a common animal, and there was a sense of shame like nothing Ruki had ever felt rising in his throat like tar.

“There we go!” you laughed. “Isn’t that better? Now you can’t talk back on accident.” Your expression was pure satisfaction, and Ruki knew immediately that you’d done this on purpose to humiliate him. “Now, I want you to thank me for making it easier for you to be good.”

Feeling as if he about to gag, but too afraid of what would happen if he didn’t obey, Ruki forced himself to choke down his pride.

What was supposed to be a “thank you” came out muffled and sloppy, muzzle making it impossible to form anything close to proper words. Another line of saliva dripped out of his mouth, hot and humiliating.

“Don’t you feel gross, drooling like an animal?” you asked, but the question was clearly said only to mock him.

Ruki ducked his head and felt his cheeks burn.

After a few minutes of making fun of him, you grabbed him by the shoulders roughly enough to bruise, spinning him around and forcing him to the other side of the room, where what Ruki saw made him whine in humiliation, closing his eyes before the image could sink in.

It was a mirror, and the sight of his own face, gagged and muzzled, was enough to make Ruki feel hot all over with shame.

This couldn’t be happening. You couldn’t be doing this. It was beyond cruel, beyond humiliating, and yet, as you ordered him to open his eyes, Ruki knew all too well that it was real.

“Look at you,” you crooned, leaning in close to his ear and lightly tugging on a strap. “Can’t even talk to defend yourself. You look pathetic, you know? Like some kind of filthy little pet.”

Shame burned in Ruki’s stomach, making him feel dizzy and weak. This was some kind of twisted nightmare, left at a monster’s mercy.

With no way to ever escape.

A bit left-field here, but I can see you with Subaru! You seem to have a fairly gentle, calm nature, which would do absolute wonders for Subaru’s generally volatile nature, much like Yui in the actual games, so it’s be a nice fit. Of course, I could see you with Carla for similar reasons; whilst a motherly nature might initially grate (due to him thinking he doesn’t NEED someone to coddle him) over time, he’d appreciate someone calm and doting looking after him, between his illness & being King!

Admin Mawile: I’m definitely not calm (one friend described me as being “90 miles a second all the time”), but I am very gentle! I can see what you’re saying with Subaru, and just picturing it is cuuuuute. Subaru is adorable, honestly, and this description brings to mind some very precious things!

AND THE CARLA PART!!!! (。・o・。) That sounds 100% in character, and while I can definitely see him feeling like I’m looking down on him at first, I agree that he might actually benefit from it in the end. Thank you so much for sending this!!! I love hearing what ya’ll think!

What if Yui wouldn’t make her choice and have someone be Adam because they are all to hurt and broken so Karl goes back in time and has you be the Nanny for his son’s but the only way you agree to it is if you can save the Mukamis and Carla and Shin too. But you still have to deal with their Mothers. But by the time Yui comes around you can help them romance the heck out of her and treat her right!! (I’m so excited) ((I need to calm down)

Admin Mawile: Yes!!! This is a very good idea!!! φ(*⌒▽⌒)ノ I have 66 drafts right now (…things may be slightly out of control), but it’s asks like this that make me want to reopen it just to get more of them! 

Ideas where the reader gets to parent the boys are my favorites, so I’m completely on board with this concept!

As for a sort of “answer” to this, that’s pretty close to what I’m thinking with the parental Au. Like, it’s possibly just some kind of joke, but Karl gets it in his head that his kids need some actual help if they’re going to be useful to him, and sends reader in expecting all the success that he got from most of the brides. 

You can see where I’m going with this, and this premise is pretty darn close! 

The romancing Yui part sounds absolutely adorable too. I can just picture reader helping the boys figure out how treat someone they have feelings for, and while it would take a long time for reader to get that close to them, this is an excellent idea for something very late in the Au!

IMPORTANT: Life Updates

Admin Mawile: To be blunt, I’m starting college in a little over a month.

I don’t know how busy this is going to make me, or if I’ll be able to keep up anything resembling a schedule on this blog or any of my others. I’ve been homeschooled since 6th grade, so this is probably going to be a huge shock for me as well. Until I at least know how much time/effort school work is going to take, I can’t promise anything about if/when I’ll be able to write.

Of course, I’m not giving up on anything. I love to write, and I wouldn’t quit this blog under any circumstances. Things just might get real spotty for a while as I try to figure out what I’m doing next.

Thus, for this next month until school starts, I want to do lots of fun stuff here!

I got a job recently, so I don’t know if I’ll have the time and energy for events, but if anyone wants to talk to me, please do! I’d like to have an active, fun month full of interacting with everyone and writing fun things. I probably won’t be sticking to a schedule like I have in the past, either.

Thank you to everyone who’s followed me! I fully intend to keep this blog running for a long time to come! o(*’▽’*)/☆゚’