That ask from a couple days ago on if I had any DL Ocs has SPIRALED. I now have two of them and a developing story. -w- If anyone would like to send in some questions about my new girls while I’m working on requests, I’d super appreciate it! The drafts are down to like 10 requests, I’m CAFFEINATED, and if I work really hard I might be able to open the ask tomorrow! 😀

That ask from a couple days ago on if I had any DL Ocs has SPIRALED. I now have two of them and a developing story. -w- If anyone would like to send in some questions about my new girls while I’m working on requests, I’d super appreciate it! The drafts are down to like 10 requests, I’m CAFFEINATED, and if I work really hard I might be able to open the ask tomorrow! 😀

(Child au) Shu and Reiji being raised as proper brothers

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-It would be very, very hard to fix things between Shuu and Reiji. They’ve been raised in such an awful environment for so long that their issues with each other are almost unfixable. Especially on Reiji’s end. The near entirety of Reiji’s trauma is shaped around Shuu and the way their mother treated them. Reiji’s hatred and jealousy of his brother is so deeply embedded that it’s debatable if he’d ever truly be able to get past them. 

However, a decent parental figure would improve things at least a little bit. Shuu needs freedom and to be loved by someone who sees him as a child instead of a tool for getting ahead. Reiji needs attention and praise, to be treated like a person of his own instead of a servant and second-best to his brother. Love would go a long ways with both of them– even if neither of them would have any idea how to react to it. Letting both of them be children would be the best means of fixing anything between them. 

Shuu would get past their previous years the best. If he hadn’t lost Edgar yet, it wouldn’t be too difficult for him to re-learn how to view his brother. If he had lost Edgar, though, there would be a whole new layer of trauma to wade through; one that he might not ever be able to truly leave behind. 

Reiji, though, would have a difficult time moving on from how his mother treated the two of them. He’s been trained to see Shuu as the source of all of his problems, and getting him to think otherwise would be a challenge. He might not ever truly move past seeing Shuu as the competition that he can never overcome, but he would be able to relax a little and see Shuu more as family than a threat with the right parenting while he was still vulnerable. 

xeno au: laito realizing that he’s 100% attached to the person he’s bonded with ?? ik this isn’t rlly specific but i’d like to know his whole thought process etc ,,

(๑꒪▿꒪)* No problem!! It’s a very interesting concept to explore!

-Laito would not take that well at all. He’s spent so long avoiding any kind of real feelings, convincing himself that love is simply physical that actual feelings are terrifying. If he loves you, you can hurt him. If he’s attached to you, you can find the parts of him that could tear him apart. When he starts to realize that he’s fallen, he panics, avoiding you in a panicked attempt to prevent any more feelings from forming. He’s scared, genuinely scared of what you can do to him now that you have this kind of power over him. 

For all he tries to seem above it all, Laito falls hard and fast when he starts to love someone. If you manage to break through the shell of carefully constructed defenses he’s spent a lifetime cultivating, you’ll get right to the weakest parts of him before he knows how to stop you. A bond makes Laito needy, softer, closer to his vulnerable childhood self, back before he understood how much love can hurt. 

Laito will absolutely try to use sex to justify his new “love” for you. As long as he can convince himself that his feelings are merely physical, he’s safe. As long as he can keep things to just sex, he’ll be safe from the vulnerabilities that real love entails. He’ll do anything to keep up his facade, even after it becomes pathetically obvious that he’s fallen hard. When he finally breaks, it’s to an obsessive, needy, desperate kind of love that consumes every part of him. You’re not going to hurt him, you love him, and he can’t get enough. 

Sub Ruki head canons. I’m dying these are all so good!

o(○｀ω´○)9 Glad you like ‘em!

-Ruki tries so, so hard to stay stern and commanding, even when it’s becoming painfully obvious that he’d rather you take control. A combination of ego and trauma won’t let him show you just how vulnerable he’s starting to feel. It’s subtle when Ruki starts wanting you to own him, visible through body language, how he stops going through with his threats of punishment, how his stoic exterior starts to crumble little by little. 

-Breaking down his ego is an interesting process. He goes from coldly furious at the mere suggestion of you in charge to faltering a bit every time you stand up for yourself, then finally starting to crack. Ruki is so set on being above it all that he’ll barely realize that he’s falling until it’s too late, until he’s leaning into every touch. He’ll find himself obeying you before he knows what’s happening, and panic all the more when it finally clicks. 

-While he does well with a stern dominant, Ruki has enough trauma under the surface that you have to be careful. Anything do with his scars can come close to breaking him, and being blindfolded or restrained under the wrong circumstances can make him panic. You have to walk a delicate balance of strict, yet caring, cruel, yet sensitive enough to know when to stop. 

Can I have some nsfw headcanons for sub au for kanato and Azusa please

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Kanato:

-Kanato is beyond needy, both sexually and when it comes to affection. For a long time, he’ll try to use sex as a means of controlling you, and even when that fails, he wants physical affection almost constantly. He’s a total brat, and will complain incessantly about anything that he claims not to like, and yet, throws even more of a fit if you try to stop. It helps his pride to pretend like he doesn’t like the more embarrassing things you do to him, so establishing a safe word from the beginning is essential, even if he claims not to need it. 

-He’s more than fine with your arrangement being a permanent thing. As in, if you want to use him while he’s asleep, he wouldn’t try to stop you. If you wanted to control what he eats and wears, he’d complain, but go along with it embarrassingly quickly. If you wanted to do things to him in near-public, he’d take pride in the fact that you’re so willing to claim him. His ideal situation is to be like your little doll, a possession to be owned and loved. There are a whole pile of issues to sort out with that, though, as his idea of a relationship is far from healthy, even when he’s not the one in control. 

Azusa:

-This one is pretty obvious, but Azusa lives for pain. Whatever you can do to him is fine, as long as it hurts. His healing means that he can take a lot more than a human can, and he’ll happily let you cut deep gashes into his skin, whip him bruised and bloody, choke him, or anything else that will let him feel how much you care. In his view, pain caused by you is a sign of love, and he can’t get enough of any way you can hurt him, be it in a sexual context or not.

-While Azusa does tend to be downright demanding when it comes to you hurting him, he’s far more concerned about your pleasure than his own. You could keep him from finishing for weeks, and as long as you were happy with it, the desperate agony would just make him all the more driven. As long as you’re paying attention to him, anything you do is welcome, and as long as he can feel the pain the signifies your love, it doesn’t matter what else you want from him. He’s one of the subs who claims to have no limits… and worryingly, he means it. 

Commission rates!

idrankthepoisonedteaagain:

Because a couple of people have asked, here they are again:

100 words: $10
200 words: $15
300 words: $20
400 words: $25
500 words: $30
1000 words: $50

Para historias en español, cobro a mitad de precio. 

This person is an amazing author with a beautiful style, and definitely should be getting more commissions! (ц｀ω´ц*)