Spite below the cut.

“why you always beg for money? get a job goddamn”

I can’t answer this lovely person’s ask because they’ve been blocked, but! I’ll make a lil response here. :>

And first of all, I don’t think this anon understands what “paying an artist for their work” is. I put a massive amount of my time into my blogs on top of being a full time student with severe mental health problems, and I do it almost entirely for free. It’s not a stretch to ask that I get some support during what’s been one of the hardest mental health periods of my life. 

I don’t lie about why I’d like to get paid for what I do. It does go towards my hobbies, most often. However, those hobbies are also a big part of why I haven’t severely injured if not killed myself. They’re how I keep my mental health together. 

I’m not demanding that people pay me, either. I’m asking for support because I put a lot of time and effort into what I do– time where I could be getting a job and never looking back. A job would pay more. It would pay a lot more. But I want to be here and I want to write. I’m a full time student and I’m disabled. I can’t do everything, and I definitely wouldn’t be able to write like I do if I had a normal job. Honestly, I’d love if this could be my job. 

So, dear anon, the reason why I don’t get a job is because I’m choosing to be here, writing so that you can enjoy it. 

Or rather, I would be, if you hadn’t been removed from my blog 🙂

Spite below the cut.

“why you always beg for money? get a job goddamn”

I can’t answer this lovely person’s ask because they’ve been blocked, but! I’ll make a lil response here. :>

And first of all, I don’t think this anon understands what “paying an artist for their work” is. I put a massive amount of my time into my blogs on top of being a full time student with severe mental health problems, and I do it almost entirely for free. It’s not a stretch to ask that I get some support during what’s been one of the hardest mental health periods of my life. 

I don’t lie about why I’d like to get paid for what I do. It does go towards my hobbies, most often. However, those hobbies are also a big part of why I haven’t severely injured if not killed myself. They’re how I keep my mental health together. 

I’m not demanding that people pay me, either. I’m asking for support because I put a lot of time and effort into what I do– time where I could be getting a job and never looking back. A job would pay more. It would pay a lot more. But I want to be here and I want to write. I’m a full time student and I’m disabled. I can’t do everything, and I definitely wouldn’t be able to write like I do if I had a normal job. Honestly, I’d love if this could be my job. 

So, dear anon, the reason why I don’t get a job is because I’m choosing to be here, writing so that you can enjoy it. 

Or rather, I would be, if you hadn’t been removed from my blog 🙂

arrancxr:

I’m maybe a couple more days of planning away from having an ACTUAL FULL ORIGINAL STORY plotted out and ready to write. 

I’m amazed. 

If anyone wants to send me stuff and encourage this/ask questions, I’d super appreciate it. The story is called “The Girls of Virtue”, and I’m probably going to start writing it within the week o3o 

arrancxr:

I’m maybe a couple more days of planning away from having an ACTUAL FULL ORIGINAL STORY plotted out and ready to write. 

I’m amazed. 

If anyone wants to send me stuff and encourage this/ask questions, I’d super appreciate it. The story is called “The Girls of Virtue”, and I’m probably going to start writing it within the week o3o 

I finally got around to making a Patreon page! I don’t really know what to say here beyond that I’m hopeful I’ll get some support from this, but, to state the obvious, I’ll be SUPER grateful for anyone who becomes a patron. Seriously, I’ll love you o3o I’ve set up some hopefully good rewards for the various Tiers, and I’ll always be open to input for things to improve!

(Also, I’m about half way through with the next update to the Sub Au fic :3c)

I finally got around to making a Patreon page! I don’t really know what to say here beyond that I’m hopeful I’ll get some support from this, but, to state the obvious, I’ll be SUPER grateful for anyone who becomes a patron. Seriously, I’ll love you o3o I’ve set up some hopefully good rewards for the various Tiers, and I’ll always be open to input for things to improve!

(Also, I’m about half way through with the next update to the Sub Au fic :3c)

If you’re reading this and you’re 16 or under, have a DL Oc/self insert that means a lot to you, and especially if that character has ever been picked on for being a “Mary Sue”, I want to write something for you. Seriously. Message me and tell me about your character and the DL character(s) that you ship them with, and I’ll write you a short thing for them. It won’t be long, cause I’m pretty busy these days, but my hatred for young authors’ characters being torn down for being “Mary Sues” is strong tonight and I want to do something about it. 

You don’t have to follow me to be eligible for this. I just want to do nice things for some wonderful young authors in the fandom (*’∀’人)♥

If you’re reading this and you’re 16 or under, have a DL Oc/self insert that means a lot to you, and especially if that character has ever been picked on for being a “Mary Sue”, I want to write something for you. Seriously. Message me and tell me about your character and the DL character(s) that you ship them with, and I’ll write you a short thing for them. It won’t be long, cause I’m pretty busy these days, but my hatred for young authors’ characters being torn down for being “Mary Sues” is strong tonight and I want to do something about it. 

You don’t have to follow me to be eligible for this. I just want to do nice things for some wonderful young authors in the fandom (*’∀’人)♥

arrancxr:

Since it’s October, it’s time for me to start planning for NaNoWriMo! 😀 I think I’m going to attempt an original story again this year, but… I have a LOT of potential things I could write and I have no idea how I’m going to decide which one to write. Thus, I would very much appreciate some questions/encouragement on the subject, particularly in deciding which of my stories I could go with. Expect a post explaining my potential choices soon, unless someone asks about them first. :3c

Here too~!

arrancxr:

Since it’s October, it’s time for me to start planning for NaNoWriMo! 😀 I think I’m going to attempt an original story again this year, but… I have a LOT of potential things I could write and I have no idea how I’m going to decide which one to write. Thus, I would very much appreciate some questions/encouragement on the subject, particularly in deciding which of my stories I could go with. Expect a post explaining my potential choices soon, unless someone asks about them first. :3c

Here too~!