For the Child AU, which of the boys do you think would cause their new mom the most amount of trouble? Like, which one(s) would start fights with the others, go running off and force New Mom to track them down, etc.? Would any of them react negatively to New Mom right off the bat/refuse to behave for her because she’s human? Thanks!

(ц`ω´ц*) This wound up being kind of a behavior analysis. Also sad. It wound up being really, really sad. 

Shuu:

-His behavior is split between that of a cheerful, relatively normal kid, and a desperate, near panicky need to avoid any kind of restriction or punishment. Shuu will accept you rather quickly, but he always seems to be sort of anticipating everything going horribly wrong, you starting to control him just like his mother did. He does tend to start fights, especially with Reiji, but it’s more insensitivity than intentionally doing anything wrong. 

Reiji:

-He’s a well behaved child, but in a way that feels more like he’s afraid of what will happen if he isn’t. Reiji quiet and out of the way, more often studying by himself than trying to get your attention, but it’s obvious that he’s trying way too hard to be grown up. Reiji doesn’t quite act like a child, even at such a young age, and he’ll do everything possible to be self-sufficient and responsible, even as it’s obvious that he’s starved for any kind of praise. 

Ayato:

-Ayato is honestly one of the most difficult kids you can deal with. He’s hyperactive, disobedient, and does whatever he wants whenever he wants to. However, any threat of punishment makes him nearly break down, so you’re left walking a delicate balance between keeping him under control and worsening his trauma. He’s the kind of kid to get into trouble constantly, and rarely a day goes by without him doing something he shouldn’t.

Kanato:

-If he’s attached to you, Kanato is the neediest child you may ever encounter. He’s so starved for affection that he’ll happily hurt himself just to get you to take care of him, or scream his throat raw until you pay attention to him. While he’s generally a reserved child, he doesn’t now how handle social interaction, and throws huge fits when the other children do anything that upsets him. He’s painfully clingy, and almost worryingly withdrawn. 

Laito:

-He acts like a normal kid, but it’s a very intentionally crafted ruse. Laito will do whatever he has to to appear well-adjusted, and puts on a front of being cheery, obedient, and innocent. He’s surprisingly responsible, and is decent at managing the other triplets. However, the closer to him you get, the worse things you’re going to find. Deep inside, his emotional state is a disaster, and he’s perpetually terrified of your kindness not lasting.  

Subaru:

-It’s hard to find a place to start. Subaru is a dangerous mix of a hot, violent temper, vicious self-hate, and a terrified longing to have a stable parental figure in his life. He’s downright reclusive, never interacts with the other kids, and reacts with violence when anyone but you gets close to him. He’s visibly terrified of the slightest negative reaction from you, and is so full of self-loathing that he can barely handle any positive responses. 

Ruki:

-He’s a polite, almost stern sort of child, and it’s obvious that he’s been forced to grow up way too soon. Ruki is almost more like a second parent when it comes to his brothers, and rarely causes any kind of trouble. He doesn’t take to authority well, though, and while he rarely does anything that needs corrected, he doesn’t like having to obey you. He’s viciously protective of his brothers, and tends to assume the worst of adults like you.

Kou:

-Kou is split between a broken, petrified mess who will break down into tears if you so much as raise your voice, and a clingy, needy child who soaks up every bit of affection like a little sponge. He’ll latch onto you if you let him, but at the same time, he’s constantly terrified that you’re going to turn out just like the last adults he knew. He’s a bit of a troublemaker when he’s relaxed, but he’s far too afraid of punishment to do anything too out of line. 

Yuuma:

-He doesn’t like being told what to do, and is entirely used to living without any kind of adult to rein him in. Yuuma is an excitable sort who tends to be rough, often unintentionally, and he’s more than willing to run off on his own and get into all kinds of trouble. He’s really, really not good at decent indoor behavior. He’ll demand to be punished in his brothers’ place, though, and it feels sort of like he’s trying to keep any negative attention away from them. 

Azusa:

-Aside from wanting you to hurt him, he’s a fairly well behaved child. Azusa is quiet and slow enough that he’s not good at causing trouble, and he’s more likely to be lost in his own little world. He’ll worship the ground you walk on if you’re kind to him, but unfortunately, that just leads to him wanting to be hurt all the more. Azusa does have a bit of mischievous streak, and he’s just plain demanding when he’s set on something that he wants.

Carla:

-Carla is so well-behaved that it’s almost scary. He’s more proper than most adults, unnaturally reserved, and seems to be downright frightened of the consequences of showing any genuine emotion. He’s a shy, soft child deep down, but it’s hidden under layers of stoic self-restraint. He’ll accept your authority surprisingly quickly, almost like he doesn’t know what to do without someone in charge. He always seems to expect to be hurt by you.

Shin:

-He’s a nightmare of a child. Shin never stops moving, is more than willing to bite people that annoy him, picks constant fights with anyone who gets too close, and resents you trying to control him. He’ll only listen to Carla, and even though you can kind of tell that he’s really, really desperate for praise and attention, he’s so ungrateful that it’s hard to give it to him. If you get on his good side, he’ll defend you to the death… but that’s far from easy. 

(Child au) Shu and Reiji being raised as proper brothers

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-It would be very, very hard to fix things between Shuu and Reiji. They’ve been raised in such an awful environment for so long that their issues with each other are almost unfixable. Especially on Reiji’s end. The near entirety of Reiji’s trauma is shaped around Shuu and the way their mother treated them. Reiji’s hatred and jealousy of his brother is so deeply embedded that it’s debatable if he’d ever truly be able to get past them. 

However, a decent parental figure would improve things at least a little bit. Shuu needs freedom and to be loved by someone who sees him as a child instead of a tool for getting ahead. Reiji needs attention and praise, to be treated like a person of his own instead of a servant and second-best to his brother. Love would go a long ways with both of them– even if neither of them would have any idea how to react to it. Letting both of them be children would be the best means of fixing anything between them. 

Shuu would get past their previous years the best. If he hadn’t lost Edgar yet, it wouldn’t be too difficult for him to re-learn how to view his brother. If he had lost Edgar, though, there would be a whole new layer of trauma to wade through; one that he might not ever be able to truly leave behind. 

Reiji, though, would have a difficult time moving on from how his mother treated the two of them. He’s been trained to see Shuu as the source of all of his problems, and getting him to think otherwise would be a challenge. He might not ever truly move past seeing Shuu as the competition that he can never overcome, but he would be able to relax a little and see Shuu more as family than a threat with the right parenting while he was still vulnerable. 

xeno au: laito realizing that he’s 100% attached to the person he’s bonded with ?? ik this isn’t rlly specific but i’d like to know his whole thought process etc ,,

(๑꒪▿꒪)* No problem!! It’s a very interesting concept to explore!

-Laito would not take that well at all. He’s spent so long avoiding any kind of real feelings, convincing himself that love is simply physical that actual feelings are terrifying. If he loves you, you can hurt him. If he’s attached to you, you can find the parts of him that could tear him apart. When he starts to realize that he’s fallen, he panics, avoiding you in a panicked attempt to prevent any more feelings from forming. He’s scared, genuinely scared of what you can do to him now that you have this kind of power over him. 

For all he tries to seem above it all, Laito falls hard and fast when he starts to love someone. If you manage to break through the shell of carefully constructed defenses he’s spent a lifetime cultivating, you’ll get right to the weakest parts of him before he knows how to stop you. A bond makes Laito needy, softer, closer to his vulnerable childhood self, back before he understood how much love can hurt. 

Laito will absolutely try to use sex to justify his new “love” for you. As long as he can convince himself that his feelings are merely physical, he’s safe. As long as he can keep things to just sex, he’ll be safe from the vulnerabilities that real love entails. He’ll do anything to keep up his facade, even after it becomes pathetically obvious that he’s fallen hard. When he finally breaks, it’s to an obsessive, needy, desperate kind of love that consumes every part of him. You’re not going to hurt him, you love him, and he can’t get enough. 

Sub Ruki head canons. I’m dying these are all so good!

o(○`ω´○)9 Glad you like ‘em!

-Ruki tries so, so hard to stay stern and commanding, even when it’s becoming painfully obvious that he’d rather you take control. A combination of ego and trauma won’t let him show you just how vulnerable he’s starting to feel. It’s subtle when Ruki starts wanting you to own him, visible through body language, how he stops going through with his threats of punishment, how his stoic exterior starts to crumble little by little. 

-Breaking down his ego is an interesting process. He goes from coldly furious at the mere suggestion of you in charge to faltering a bit every time you stand up for yourself, then finally starting to crack. Ruki is so set on being above it all that he’ll barely realize that he’s falling until it’s too late, until he’s leaning into every touch. He’ll find himself obeying you before he knows what’s happening, and panic all the more when it finally clicks. 

-While he does well with a stern dominant, Ruki has enough trauma under the surface that you have to be careful. Anything do with his scars can come close to breaking him, and being blindfolded or restrained under the wrong circumstances can make him panic. You have to walk a delicate balance of strict, yet caring, cruel, yet sensitive enough to know when to stop. 

Can I have some nsfw headcanons for sub au for kanato and Azusa please

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Kanato:

-Kanato is beyond needy, both sexually and when it comes to affection. For a long time, he’ll try to use sex as a means of controlling you, and even when that fails, he wants physical affection almost constantly. He’s a total brat, and will complain incessantly about anything that he claims not to like, and yet, throws even more of a fit if you try to stop. It helps his pride to pretend like he doesn’t like the more embarrassing things you do to him, so establishing a safe word from the beginning is essential, even if he claims not to need it. 

-He’s more than fine with your arrangement being a permanent thing. As in, if you want to use him while he’s asleep, he wouldn’t try to stop you. If you wanted to control what he eats and wears, he’d complain, but go along with it embarrassingly quickly. If you wanted to do things to him in near-public, he’d take pride in the fact that you’re so willing to claim him. His ideal situation is to be like your little doll, a possession to be owned and loved. There are a whole pile of issues to sort out with that, though, as his idea of a relationship is far from healthy, even when he’s not the one in control. 

Azusa:

-This one is pretty obvious, but Azusa lives for pain. Whatever you can do to him is fine, as long as it hurts. His healing means that he can take a lot more than a human can, and he’ll happily let you cut deep gashes into his skin, whip him bruised and bloody, choke him, or anything else that will let him feel how much you care. In his view, pain caused by you is a sign of love, and he can’t get enough of any way you can hurt him, be it in a sexual context or not.

-While Azusa does tend to be downright demanding when it comes to you hurting him, he’s far more concerned about your pleasure than his own. You could keep him from finishing for weeks, and as long as you were happy with it, the desperate agony would just make him all the more driven. As long as you’re paying attention to him, anything you do is welcome, and as long as he can feel the pain the signifies your love, it doesn’t matter what else you want from him. He’s one of the subs who claims to have no limits… and worryingly, he means it. 

I’ve been rather impartial to the headcanon that in the Human AU!, Cordelia made sure that the triplets never got swimming lessons so her threats of throwing them into the lake still scared them. Laito went behind her back and at least taught himself how to doggy paddle just in case she ever made good on her threats. It’s always been a great source of embarrassment to them though, particularly Ayato, especially in summer, when they had to sit out for P.E and couldn’t go to any pool parties

Awww, this is sad. ;w; Excellent idea though, and 100% one that I agree with!! Laito would definitely do something like that to try to protect himself, but the other two… yeah, they’d be in trouble if Cordelia ever did decide to do something like that. I agree that it would be super embarrassing to have everyone know that they can’t even do a basic kid thing, too.  

Top 7 fav official dl art?

These are probably all going to be Carla… -w- Also, this list is only based off of stuff that I remember/could find. 

EDIT: After making this post, I can conclude that they are indeed all Carla

7. 

I’ve always loved the manga style, so, manga!Carla definitely gets a good rank! I will be saying this a lot more in this post, but he’s so pretty

6. 

Idk why, but something about this one gets to me. I mean, all Carlas do, but this one is especially good

5. 

Another exceptionally pretty Carla. Look at the lil petal in his mouth… and the hair… and that gorgeous expression. This is going to be a Carla appreciation post and I am not at all ashamed. 

4. 

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This one ranks lower because it is just a chibi, but at the same time, the design just kills me. I love this set. I love Carla. This one is good. 

3.

These two are tied and I’M VERY JEALOUS OF YUI WHEN I LOOK AT THEM. So cute though… So cute…

2. 

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This is my second favorite Carla version and… it’s…. well, listen closely and you can probably hear me wheezing a lil bit 

1. 

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KILL ME NOW HE’S TOO PRETTY OWO This is probably my fav, just,, just because look at him

electrocution for human au Shin. Pretty fucked up but I’m thinking like an electric shock collar and basically he being treated like an actual pet. Lots of humiliation please…

12. Electrocution

Not gonna lie, this was really fun to write~

The collar went tight around his neck before he could stop it. You have Shin pinned to a wall, arms behind his back, and all the complaint he can make is a bitter little moan. You’d laugh, but the real fun hadn’t started yet.

“Don’t touch that,” you say, smiling and pulling yourself to your feet. “If you try to take it off, I’ll break your fingers.”

Shin’s good eye goes wide. His hands move away from the collar very quickly. You flop down on the chair behind you, twirling the remote in your hand. There’s a series of buttons, each corresponding to a shock setting. Shin is glaring at you like he thinks his protests are going to do him any good. He bites out an angry curse, so annoyingly disrespectful, and you press one of the buttons for a lower setting at random.

A little yelp leaves him, hands flying to his neck as his body spasms. “What the fuck did you do?” Shin hisses, and yep, this one never learns. Yous shock him again, at the same level, just to hear his squeak.

“Bad dog,” you laugh. “Quit your barking. You’re annoying when you complain so much.” Shin’s jaw twitches, furious. “I want you on your knees like a good pet, come on. I’ll make it hurt worse if you don’t obey.”

“Fuck no! Why woul–” You cut him off halfway through with a stronger shock, forcing him to his knees as his muscles spasm and jerk.

He keeps trying to protest, keeps trying to get back up, and every time, you shock him again, turning the power up more and more with every attempt. Shin yelps, then howls, breathing staccato-sharp and heavy under the pain of electricity running through him. You don’t even have to touch him. All it takes is a press of a button to put him in his place.

Finally, finally he stays down. There’s fury and humiliation in his eyes, but he doesn’t try to get up again, doesn’t curse at you or try to struggle any more. You smile. This is progress.

“Good boy,” you croon, like you’re talking to an animal. “Hmm, why don’t you bark for me? Like a real dog. That’d be cute, huh, doggy?” Then, like an afterthought, “You know what will happen if you don’t.”

Eyeing the remote like he wishes he could smash it, Shin looks up at you with a flushed, pained expression. He’s shaking, you note with delight. And then, without you even having to press the next button, he does it. You shock him again because the little yips aren’t quite genuine.

“Come ooon~ You can do better than that!” you laugh, running your finger over the edge of the remote. “Wag your tail, puppy!”

Looking like he’d sooner be dead, Shin barks again, something closer to a realistic yip. Hesitantly, like he hates himself for every second of it, he gives his hips a little shake, a pathetic imitation of a dog’s tail.

“How cute! You know what? I think next, you should lick my shoes.” Shin’s eye starts to twitch, a look of horror crawling across his face. “Yeah, that’s a good idea. I mean, we both know what will happen if you don’t.” You give him another little shock to make your point, relishing in how he squeaks, how he tries to curl in on himself to hide from the pain.

With your finger hovering over one of the higher settings, Shin crawls with delicious reluctance over to your feet.

His head falls to your shoes, and you know you won’t get tired of this.

Pet au. “Stay” Ayato. Pretty please!

13. “Stay.”

Done!! Thank you so much for the request ❤

It takes him a stupid amount of time to realize that she isn’t coming back, that this time, he’s really been abandoned for good.

Ayato’s owner had taken him to a park, small and isolated, out of the way. He’d been so happy that she’d taken him out for once, instead of leaving him locked up somewhere dark and alone because he could never be good enough. But then, she’d had him sit down beside a bench, told him that she’d be right back, and to ‘stay’ and be good until she returned.

The sky had gone dark since then, and she wasn’t back yet.

Ayato had spent a while being patient, hoping that she wouldn’t leave him here for too long, that she’d be back soon and would take him somewhere else nice. But time had passed, slow due to boredom, and Ayato had begun to get a sinking feeling in the pit of his stomach. He’d gone from patiently waiting to squirming anxiously, eyes fixed on the street nearby.

He’d hoped, though, that the feeling was wrong. He’d hoped that he was just being too needy again, and that she’d be back and take him home, and maybe only complain a little that he’d made trouble for her again.

But the park only grows darker. The air only gets colder. She doesn’t return, and Ayato starts to think that he’s going to be sick.

He’s waited so long that he’d never find her, Ayato thinks, panicking. He hasn’t walked these streets before, and he’d never find his way home now. Even if he got up and forced himself to try to get back to her on his own, he wouldn’t make it. Shaking from cold and fear, Ayato stumbles over broken thoughts on what he could possibly do now.

It’s sinking in, little, by little, that he’s been abandoned. Maybe, maybe she hopes he won’t make it back. Maybe he’s finally been thrown away like she always threatened she would. Fear rises bitter in the back of Ayato’s throat. She always just shut him in a room when she was angry before, only threatened to leave him somewhere and not come back. Ayato realizes that his hands are shaking. He feels close to throwing up.

So he lays down, dirt hard under his chest, and curls up. If he stays here, if he’s good, someone will come back for him.

She told him to be good, and this time, he’ll be sure to obey.

He wishes she’d take him back. Even if she had to beat him like his birth home did when he was bad, it would be better than being all alone. Like this, no one would ever want him again. Everyone would know that he’d been thrown away, no owner would want to deal with something so rotten.

There’s panic tightening his chest, making it hard to breathe. Ayato forces himself to stay low and curled up, to keep himself warm. Someone will be back for him, they have to. Even if it’s not her, someone.

And he’ll be patient and good until then.