Tag: Sub Au

Omg I have just had a wonderfull idea. How would the Sub!Au boys react to having an s/o that likes kissing/licking their wounds/scars that they have as aftercare.

(〃・ω・〃)ノ~☆ Just to note, the Mukami have scars from their human lives, but the others have healing factors that mean any scars/wounds would have been recently inflicted~

Shuu:

-After a session, all he really wants to do is sleep. Preferably as close to you as possible. Treating him so softly makes his chest hurt, unable to deal with the affection that feels half like it’s choking him. It’s easier when you hurt him, he thinks, but hard to say no to you either way. 

Reiji:

-Affection after a punishment is the most effective way to send him into his most submissive state of mind. He’s left soft and pliant, too out of his mind to try to protest anything you do. So long as you keep touching him in that moment, he feels like he never has to be anything but yours. 

Ayato:

-It still feels kind of shameful that he likes you hurting him, but you’re still being nicer to him than anyone has been before. Your touch after he’s been taken apart makes him feel small and weak, like hiding his face in your chest and blocking out the world is the best option he has. 

Kanato:

-Any kind of attention just enforces his attachment to you. Whether you caused the wounds or not, the soft touches are more care than he’s gotten from anyone before. He’s too worn out to find anything to complain about, but there’s a good chance he’ll wind up overwhelmed and in tears. 

Laito:

-The sex is easy. Soft, loving affection feels like it’s going to shatter him into a million pieces. Your soft mouth on his skin hurts worse than anything you’ve ever done to him in your sessions, and it’s impossible for him to hide the dry little sobs that shake his chest with every touch. 

Subaru:

-He can handle you hurting him just fine, but as soon as you start treating him so softly, it quickly becomes too much. He wants to push you away, wants to escape the vulnerability building in his chest, but the loving attention feels much too good for him to be able to make you stop. 

Ruki:

-His scars are sensitive, both in the physical sense and the mental. Depending on how intense the session was, you might actually bring him to overwhelmed tears. You already make him feel so fragile, such gentle attention to the most painful part of him is almost too much to take. 

Kou:

-He’s had plenty of time to get used to his scars, but when you treat him so gently, everything feels as raw as the day they were inflicted. He curls up, burying his face in your shoulder and trying not to show how close he feels to breaking down, jagged breath a dead give away to it all. 

Yuuma:

-It’s not… bad or anything when you do that, but, when he’s already shaken up from your session, the soft touches are monumental. His burn scars, mystery that they are, aren’t too much of a sensitive issue for him, and it’s more the gesture of what you’re doing that gets to him. 

Azusa:

-The adoration in his eyes is visible. If you inflicted the wounds that you’re paying such care to, it’s like a dream come true for him. Pain coupled with attention is an overwhelming combination, and he winds up a puddle of a vampire, weak-limbed and so happy he could melt. 

Carla:

-You’re so warm against his skin, your touch is so soft, and the gentleness so soon after the exact opposite is staggering. It’s a struggle not to hate himself for it, but being close to you after one of your sessions is the most at peace he’s felt in years, the closest to relaxed he’s gotten. 

Shin:

-He doesn’t need to be coddled, and he should be angry that you’re even trying. He already let you hurt him, how much more humiliation do you want him to go through? And yet, it feels horribly nice when you try to take care of him, so nice that he can’t bring himself to complain. 

I am new to your blog and I am absolutely head-over heels in love with this Sub AU (I love your pet au as well) you have started and I have also read the first two chapters of your new fic. And I know you’re pretty busy handling your newest work right now, but if it is alright I would like to request an imagine for your sub au. How would the Sakamakis/Mukamis react if their s/o told them that they loved them for the first time after an intimate session?

(๑ゝω╹๑) Thank you!! This request is really old, but I hope it lives up to your expectations!

Shuu:

-What he’s doing with you is one thing. Love is entirely another. Deep down, he’s known that he’s been getting more and more attached for a while now, but hearing the reality still hurts. Once again, he’s opened himself up to someone, and he’s still terrified that it’s going to go all wrong all over again. He’s not going to admit that he loves you, if only to spare himself for a little longer. 

Reiji:

-He tries very, very hard to remain unaffected, but it’s pathetically obvious that he’s basking in the praise. You’re happy with him, you love him, and it’s so close to the attention he’s longed for since childhood that it breaks right down into the fragile self he used to be. The more painful or intense the session was, the more likely your words are to lodge themselves deep. 

Ayato:

-He’s always, always desperate for praise and attention, and this is no different. The more vulnerable he’s just been, the more your words get to him, and in order to hide just how fragile he’s feeling, he winds up burying his head in your chest and refusing to move. It shouldn’t be like this. He shouldn’t have these feelings for you so easily, over such pathetic things. 

Kanato:

-You have to love him. He’s made himself so weak for you, if you tried to leave him now, he’d have to kill you. By this point, Kanato is near frantic for you to be just as attached to him as he is to you, and hearing that you really do love him, that he’s not just something to use when you’re bored is exactly what he wants. He’ll be sweet and soft for a while after the session, like a needy child. 

Laito:

-Of course you love him! All of what you’ve been doing so far is just showing your love, right? Laito does everything possible to keep things to just the physical. If he admits to himself that your definition of love is different than his own, it’ll break him. He forces himself to keep going with what he’s always done, forcing the fragile feeling in his chest back down. 

Subaru:

-He can’t help but feel like you’re going to take those words back any second, but you aren’t and you’ve been nothing but nice to him so far and fuck now he’s crying. Hearing something that emotional, that soft and loving and genuine right after being taken apart is just too much for him, and he winds up curled up, hiding his tears and trying uselessly to insist that he’s fine. 

Ruki:

-He struggles to stay stoic, to accept the words with as much dignity as he can, but he’s shaking a little, and can’t stop running what you said over in his head, trying to figure out if you meant it. He feels downright pathetic for spending so much time on the idea, but you’ve already taken him apart. How much lower can he fall, when he’s already given up and submitted to you?

Kou:

-When he sees that you mean it, he’s close to tears much faster than he’d ever want to admit to. It’s not his fault! You’ve already made him feel all fragile, and then you go and say something like that. He does everything possible to hide how emotional he’s feeling, and winds up red-eyed and sniffling, not-so-subtly trying to get closer to you and feel loved until he can calm down.

Yuuma:

-He doesn’t want to show a lot of reaction, but his eyes get wide and his cheeks go red, and you’re very, very aware that you’ve gotten to him. It shouldn’t be that big a deal, and yet, he feels like he’s falling apart just because of a few little words. Trying to keep himself together, Yuuma will act tough and brush off what you said, but it’s clear how he really feels. 

Azusa:

-The happiness in his eyes is visible. You’re going to have one clingy vampire attached to you for who knows how long, mumbling into your chest how much he loves you too. It doesn’t matter if you hurt him or be kind. It doesn’t matter if you use him or treat him like something precious. As long as he’s yours, it doesn’t matter. He’s happy as long as he can be by your side. 

Carla:

-You’re making him weaker and weaker, and somehow, he can’t bring himself to stop it. He wants to believe you, wants to accept that he really could be this happy with someone, but the feeling that he’s doing something horribly wrong, that he’s becoming worthless won’t leave him alone. It’s laughable, after how you’ve seen him, but he fights to stay as collected as he can. 

Shin:

-He’d sooner die than admit how happy it made him to hear you say that. He doesn’t want to so much as think about why, but his whole chest is going warm, and suddenly, every humiliation he’s gone through for you feels worth it. It’s pathetic. He’s pathetic. He kind of wants to curl up and never face you again, for how weak that one sentence made him feel. 

How would the boys first notice that they might like being submissive in the Sub AU? How would they react?

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Shuu:

-For him, it starts out of laziness. He’ll let you fight back a couple of times, seeing dealing with it as too much trouble. And then it sinks in that he kind of likes not having to make the choices. The connection honestly bothers Shuu more than the idea of submission, and the idea of opening himself up so much to someone brings up some of the worst of his trauma.

Reiji:

-His realization hits when you show no fear of him, making it very clear that he’s not going to be able to manipulate you. No piece of prey has ever refused to bend to his will before, and the shock of a total loss of control is enough to make Reiji start to slip. He’s mortified that he could ever enjoy losing his carefully constructed power, and denies any such feelings. 

Ayato:

-In his case, it’s the stability. Ayato goes a long time without picking up on what’s going on his own head, and by the time he catches on that he’s liking when you take charge, its much, much too late. He’s so prideful that he has to have a fit about it, fighting to take back control, and furious that his “superiority” has been compromised in any way, even while it’s painfully obvious that he’s feeling more lost than he has in years. 

Kanato:

-What gets to Kanato the most is the feeling of being wanted and taken care of. He has fits over every moment of it, but when he’s obedient, when you praise him, the dizzy, warm feeling is downright addictive. He fights desperately to convince himself that he’s still in charge, that he’s just using you, so by the time he comes to terms with what’s happening, it’s much too late. 

Laito:

-He’s plenty open to being the submissive one, at least on a surface level. It’s when you manage to strike an emotional nerve that he starts to long for more. You make him feel flayed open in a way he never has, vulnerable, but safe. Laito is bound to panic at the thought of being so open to anyone, and this kind of weakness is going to come dangerously close to breaking him.

Subaru:

-When you stand up to him, refusing to be afraid of his temper, the sudden rush of feeling controlled is what gets him. Feeling like, no matter what he does, you’re not going to be afraid to stay with him and put him back in line is a staggering thing. Even though the shame is choking him, Subaru can’t help but be drawn to the foreign, painfully tempting stability. 

Ruki:

-Ruki is difficult. The moment that gets him to finally break, though, is feeling taken care of. He’s been the one in charge, the one taking care of everyone for so long that the relief of someone doing so for him is what starts his change. He outright refuses to believe that he’d want you to take that position right up until he’s in way, way too deep to ever go back. 

Kou:

-One of the main things that sways Kou is being able to see your intentions. When he uses his magic eye, and sees that you’re determined to put him in his place, the first cracks appear. He’s terrified of giving up control to anyone, but at the same time, he’s well aware that you don’t want to hurt him. It’s an adrenaline rush of a contrast, and that’s what gets him.

Yuuma:

-You could never physically overpower him in any way, so it’s a matter of getting inside his head, instead. What gets to Yuuma is the thrill; the knowledge that he’s letting a human do what they want to him. He actually takes the realization pretty well, however, he spends a long time keeping himself convinced that he’s just allowing you to do what you want.

Azusa:

-He’s already well aware that he prefers having his partner in charge, but the moment that it sinks in that he really, really like having you controlling him is when you finally do something to hurt him. It feels like you really love him, and as for his reaction, he’s more than willing to beg for you to keep him. Azusa has very little shame, and and this situation is a prime example. 

Carla:

-His realization comes through the knowledge that he doesn’t have to be strong. You give him an escape from the personality that’s been very literally beaten into him, and once he figures it out, the idea looms over him like a threat. Carla would sooner die than admit that he wants to submit to you, the idea is so shameful, and he’ll resist until he completely breaks. 

Shin:

-No one other than his brother has been able to control Shin in any way since he was a child. When he throws his absolute worst at you, and you stay perfectly calm and unaffected, willing to keep pushing no matter what he does, that’s what starts to break him. Of course, he’s going to have an absolute fit over feeling so “weak”, even before anything actually changes. 

Sub Ruki head canons. I’m dying these are all so good!

o(○｀ω´○)9 Glad you like ‘em!

-Ruki tries so, so hard to stay stern and commanding, even when it’s becoming painfully obvious that he’d rather you take control. A combination of ego and trauma won’t let him show you just how vulnerable he’s starting to feel. It’s subtle when Ruki starts wanting you to own him, visible through body language, how he stops going through with his threats of punishment, how his stoic exterior starts to crumble little by little. 

-Breaking down his ego is an interesting process. He goes from coldly furious at the mere suggestion of you in charge to faltering a bit every time you stand up for yourself, then finally starting to crack. Ruki is so set on being above it all that he’ll barely realize that he’s falling until it’s too late, until he’s leaning into every touch. He’ll find himself obeying you before he knows what’s happening, and panic all the more when it finally clicks. 

-While he does well with a stern dominant, Ruki has enough trauma under the surface that you have to be careful. Anything do with his scars can come close to breaking him, and being blindfolded or restrained under the wrong circumstances can make him panic. You have to walk a delicate balance of strict, yet caring, cruel, yet sensitive enough to know when to stop. 

Can I have some nsfw headcanons for sub au for kanato and Azusa please

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Kanato:

-Kanato is beyond needy, both sexually and when it comes to affection. For a long time, he’ll try to use sex as a means of controlling you, and even when that fails, he wants physical affection almost constantly. He’s a total brat, and will complain incessantly about anything that he claims not to like, and yet, throws even more of a fit if you try to stop. It helps his pride to pretend like he doesn’t like the more embarrassing things you do to him, so establishing a safe word from the beginning is essential, even if he claims not to need it. 

-He’s more than fine with your arrangement being a permanent thing. As in, if you want to use him while he’s asleep, he wouldn’t try to stop you. If you wanted to control what he eats and wears, he’d complain, but go along with it embarrassingly quickly. If you wanted to do things to him in near-public, he’d take pride in the fact that you’re so willing to claim him. His ideal situation is to be like your little doll, a possession to be owned and loved. There are a whole pile of issues to sort out with that, though, as his idea of a relationship is far from healthy, even when he’s not the one in control. 

Azusa:

-This one is pretty obvious, but Azusa lives for pain. Whatever you can do to him is fine, as long as it hurts. His healing means that he can take a lot more than a human can, and he’ll happily let you cut deep gashes into his skin, whip him bruised and bloody, choke him, or anything else that will let him feel how much you care. In his view, pain caused by you is a sign of love, and he can’t get enough of any way you can hurt him, be it in a sexual context or not.

-While Azusa does tend to be downright demanding when it comes to you hurting him, he’s far more concerned about your pleasure than his own. You could keep him from finishing for weeks, and as long as you were happy with it, the desperate agony would just make him all the more driven. As long as you’re paying attention to him, anything you do is welcome, and as long as he can feel the pain the signifies your love, it doesn’t matter what else you want from him. He’s one of the subs who claims to have no limits… and worryingly, he means it. 

I think it’s interesting how the Do-M sides of the boys in both Human and Sub Aus are exactly the same, but come from different places. In the Human Au, their masochism is just your run of the mill desire to be owned and hurt bc it feels really good, which is great to have fun w/ as a sadist :)), but in the Sub Au, it comes from a certain vulnerability, of wanting to be looked after, wanted and cared for and to stop having to THINK so much (along with, of course, a good deal of pain ;p)

Indeed!! I love that you’ve looked into the writing this much ❤ You described my intentions with their masochistic side perfectly, and I could make a lil mini-rant here, but you kind of already summed up what I was going for! The Human Au is just a twisting of canon, while the Sub Au is actively exploring some of the boys’ darkest issues, and how that could affect their personalities if things went even a slightly different way. I’ve always seen the boys as fragile and vulnerable in a way, even through all of their cruelty, and the Sub Au is my way of exploring how I think they could have been. 

Sub AU + Bruises + Reiji + NSFW~ (you mentioned a while back that Reiji was a fan of corporeal punishment in this AU, and I’d love to see it <3)

10. Bruises

And I enjoyed writing it, anon~ >:Dc Again, I feel like this is something that I could go into a lot more depth on, and someday, maybe I’ll do a full length something explaining the nuances behind Reiji’s thought process here… 

Ah well. For now, this is just vaguely nsfw bonding time for him and Reader. ^^

Warnings for corporal punishment, obviously, as well as implied child abuse and other DL typical nastiness. 

“Hold still, now. We’re going to do ten this time, alright?”

“Understood.” Reiji’s voice doesn’t shake a bit, even as he’s bent over his own bed, about to be beaten. You’re the one who feels unsure.

Even so, you swing the belt just like he showed you, wincing only a little bit at the crack of leather on bare skin, the sight of red blossoming under where your hit had landed. Reiji had insisted that he wanted this, wanted the pain, and you’re determined to do what he needs.

“One.” You’re going to go slow. Not only because you need it, but because you’re well aware that the anticipation will get under his skin.

The next two strikes land in quick succession, and you catch the first whisper of a flinch from Reiji. Vampire resilience or not, you’re hitting with as much strength as you can muster, and it has to hurt.

The skin of his thighs is already going a dark, bruised looking red. You swallow your worry, and count off both hits, just as you agreed.

Reiji takes number four with the same poise, only slightly tensing under the pain. You bite your lip. He had insisted that he wanted this to hurt. For number five, you put even more power into the strike, and are rewarded with a sweet little yelp escaping from his throat. That’s more like it, you think, and count off those two strikes as well.

Six lands directly on top of a previous hit, and you force yourself to ignore the trickle of blood that oozes from the broken skin that results. Reiji has a safeword for a reason. He can stop this at any time.

“Six.” You don’t miss the way he shivers at your stern tone.

Seven leaves another red, angry bruise behind, staining the pale skin of Reiji’s thighs with crimson. You’re hitting more than hard enough to do real damage to a human, but the most response you get is another yelp.

Eight draws out a third little sound, this time coupled with a short, gasping breath. Reiji ducks his head and shakes, but you don’t falter.

“You’re doing good, you know,” you say, right before landing the next strike, the strongest one yet, and Reiji actually moans. It’s the most reaction you’ve gotten out of him, and you dare a smile. It’s not so bad, when you can tell that he’s enjoying it like this.

The final strike lands across the sensitive curve of Reiji’s thighs with a resounding snap. As soon as “ten” leaves your mouth, Reiji goes limp.

You’re sitting on the bed next to him in an instant, rubbing his back and running fingers through his hair. His thighs are a mess of blood and fresh bruises, and despite the way that he’s shivering almost painfully, the way he looks up at you is nothing short of worshipful.

The most you know about Reiji’s… interest in being beaten is that it was a common occurrence in his childhood, that the closest to affection his mother ever treated him with was after beating him bloody.

This, you think, is a much better way to fill that need. 

Could we have something similar to what you did with Kanato, but for Reiji? Like,,the reader comforting him after reducing him to a blushing,overstimulated mess If you’re not feeling like it it’s 100% ok too! (I love this au vv much, that you for giving us this p r ime Do-S fantasy)

I love this Au too~ >:Dc It’s so, so fun to write for, and I appreciate every request that y’all send in! Anyway, this is mostly fluff with just a lil bit of nsfw…

It wasn’t often that you got to see Reiji truly wrecked. He was too proud to allow you to witness any shameful side of him… no matter how much you both knew that he liked it.

Now was one of those rare times. After nearly an hour of teasing and three orgasms, you could finally say that he was relaxed.

And by relaxed, you meant very nearly a puddle on the bed.

Face flushed up to his ears, hair sweat-damp and sticking to his forehead in a mess he would have never consciously allowed, glasses long discarded and leaving you with a perfect view of his dazed, crimson eyes, Reiji was the exact kind of wrecked you liked to see him. Even his posture, normally so strict and sharp, had been reduced to an undignified sprawl.

The last of the aftershocks from his last climax were still making him shiver, and his softening cock was a delicious shade of red against his pale thighs. If you thought he had it in him, you’d have gone for another round.

“Th-That’s… enough…” Reiji stuttered, though. Even his voice was shaking, tone so much softer than you were used to from him.

On a whim, you leaned forwards, brushing Reii’s hair out of the way and pressing a kiss to his forehead. “Alright. We’re done. You did great, darling.” If he’d been any more coherent, Reiji wouldn’t have let himself appreciate the soothing tone and sappy pet name. Like this, though, he went half-limp, shivering all over again and leaning into your touch.

Poor thing really was starved for affection, when he let himself admit it. You pressed a series of soft little kisses down to Reiji’s cheek, just because you knew he needed the tenderness, and were met with a shaky arm wrapping itself around your waist, tugging you closer.

“We’ll cuddle for a little bit, but I know you’ll be grouchy if we don’t clean up soon,” you smile, easing yourself down to his chest.

Reiji hugs you almost too tightly, curling himself around you like he never wants to leave. He sighs, once, into your hair, and you pretend like you can’t feel his tears, overwhelmed as he is.

You’ve learned that he’s an easy crier when he’s being honest with himself. That’s just one piece of information that you feel honored to know.

Adjusting yourself a bit, you move one hand to Reiji’s back, stroking long, slow lines up and down the skin. He shudders, breathing sharply into your hair again, and you’re reminded yet again that he hasn’t had nearly enough positive contact in his life.

You’re going to have to get cleaned up soon. Everything right now is nice, but you know well that it’ll only be a few minutes before “nice” turns into “sticky and gross”. Neither you nor Reiji like that part.

For now, though, it’s easier to stay where you are, Reiji’s larger frame wrapped around you. It feels so easy to never let go.

You mentioned that you found Karlheinz in the sub au “interesting” got any headcanons for him and Richter? Thank you and have a frabjous day!!

(๑꒪▿꒪)* Yes!! It is very interesting.

Karlheinz:

-I can see him playing at submission with a human, thinking that it’ll be a fun little game to entertain himself with, and that, of course, he’ll still be in charge. And then finding out that that is not the case. Karlheinz isn’t used to having anything less than perfect control, and willingly allowing a human to take that control would be somewhere between thrilling and wrong. Once he sees what it’s like to be at someone’s mercy, though, there’s no going back. 

-Karlheinz has major, major issues with love versus lust. He’s used to taking what he wants and feeling nothing but empty lust for his partners, and actually having feelings for someone would be difficult for him to come to terms with. Submitting to you would be his first experience in his lifetime with a partner that isn’t either empty and emotionless, or… something else. He’s not too used to genuine feelings, either, and could get overwhelmed very, very easily once he starts actually feeling vulnerable. 

Richter:

-It starts with him actually wanting your attention. From there, submission is just another ploy to keep you focused on him. Of course he’s still in control. Of course he could flip your roles at any second. He’s just using the easiest way to make sure you think you love him. He’ll only start to realize that he likes being yours when it’s much too late, that he actually enjoys feeling like you could so easily bend him to your will. 

-Honestly, Richter is a little (a lot) starved for positive attention. He’s accustomed to being used and left behind, of never being anyone’s first choice. The attention would get to him the most, the feeling like he’s something precious to you, something that you’re willing to work with and devote yourself too. Submission wouldn’t go over well with him, for all the pride and layers of defenses that he has, but when he does finally crack, it’s more like shattering. Once he falls apart, you’d be the one in control of every piece.